Ep 137: The Prodigal Son & the Christian Mystic (GH)

Why do we resist the very love that could heal us? In this Greenhouse episode, Brian, Handsome Kyle, and Doc continue the conversation from Episode 136 on receiving God’s love, vulnerability, and the Good Life. Season 7, Deep Calls to Deep, is exploring how we become people of depth — people increasingly formed by the love of God from the inside out. The conversation begins by revisiting the Good Life, the with-God life, Christian mysticism, and the surprising reality that many people who identify as Christians do not experience deep, daily, relational intimacy with God. If Jesus invites us into abiding peace, secure attachment, love that surpasses knowledge, and a conversational life with the Father, why does that life feel so rare? Brian, Handsome Kyle, and Doc then move into four obstacles to receiving God’s love with vulnerability: our need for control, our avoidance of pain, our sense of shame and unworthiness, and our mistrust of God’s character. These are not merely intellectual disagreements. They are often unconscious ideas rooted in our stories, wounds, relationships, fears, and experiences.

BY Brian Fisher

March 9, 2026

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Ep 137: The Prodigal Son & the Christian Mystic (GH)
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Obstacles to Receiving God’s Love

Doc, Handsome Kyle, and Brian sit back down in the Greenhouse to further explore the previous episode, which details the Good Life and common obstacles to living it.

We’ve discovered that most people who claim to follow Jesus don’t enjoy the type of inner life He promised!

The Good Life, characterized by abiding peace, relational security, and a deep, intimate, two-way conversational life with God, has become elusive in the modern age.

Instead, many experience regular fear, anxiety, and a sense of disconnection from the One who invites us to “know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge.”

Because the concept of the Good Life is so rare, the guys spend the first half of today’s episode exploring and explaining it.

Then, using parts of their own stories, they gently touch on four of the obstacles we face that make the Good Life seem distant and unreachable.

Let’s dig in!

This episode continues the discussion from Ep 136.

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